hollyfilth

11:04 pm: :)
Was out at Carolines gig tonight. Kurious they are called, you can find out more about them at www.kuriosrock.co.uk if anyones interested. It's strange her being home, but actually working. Caroline moved away over a year ago to be in the band, they are always touring the UK, so we hardly ever get to see her. She is places on week long missions in places. This week she was here in Falkirk, her home town. it's been real good anyway!!

After the gig i went out for a drink at Firkins with Ander, cause he came through for the gig, i get the impression he hated it as they are a Christian rock band.. and he totally isnt into that atall, but i tried!! At the pub.. should i be pissed off at this, someone help me?? At the pub he made a comment about a lassies chest. I was shocked, i guess im just not used to that, but i replied with something like.. "For the future. Rule number1. NEVER make comments about other girls chests when you are out with your girlfriend" I said it in a joking manner but i was gutted!! I mean.. its not like he was out with me and his mates, it was only the two of us, no one else!! So that was that.. untill he laughed about it outside the pub.. and for half an hours walk to the station.. just laughing at me.. i dont know if im being immature.. but this actually botheres me!!! I'm totally not used to being with a bloke and having him comment on other girls. Maybe i need to welcom the real world or something, but.. ahh do i have the right to let it bother me, it didnt get to me that much untill all the laughing at my reaction.

eeep well i'm going to bed! I'm shattered and crabbit, its the best place for me!!

Xx

11:26 pm: redredredredredredredredredredredredredredred
Who loves red wine? Holly loves red wine. <3

08:31 pm: rwar!

No money in ze mobile.. so sorry to anyone i havent replied tp.. im not ignoring!!

I had a good weekend, stayed in mind you lol, well at Anders anyway, went to the cinema one Friday to see The Corpse Bride.. it was good, very short though!! yey but i liked spending time with Ander.. i feel totally stupid though, cause, this isnt me!! Boyfriend for two months.. actually like.. fanying him.. for longer than a night.. i never wanted to have a boyfriend.. like a real one. Pah!

WELL anyway last weekend i went to Massacre and was so fucked i didnt even make it to Bedlam!! Cheers Paul for putting up with my drunked phone conversation at 5am haha, sleepin with your shoes on mad man!! ( sorry i havent texted you either.. <3 )

I have to say Sorry to Chris also cause i didnt make it to the cinema with you ( and also sorry for the lack of texts!!)

ahhh what do you get someone who is gonna be 20.. and when its his birthay you'll have been seeing him 3 months.. help

05:24 pm:

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08:45 pm: I AM:: .Holly

I WANT:: ... snuggles!!

I HAVE:: a Bounty

I WISH:: I was in my bed!

I HATE:: greasy hair

I MISS:: Ander

I FEAR:: responsability

I HEAR:: the lost highway.. and domino

I WONDER:: if it's still raining

I REGRET:: nothing.. deney everything:)

I LOVE:: chocolate milk

I ACHE:: .. lies

I ALWAYS:: make plans that never go ahead

I AM NOT:: gay

I DANCE:: all the time

I SING:: all the time

I WRITE:: small

I CONFUSE:: myself sometimes

I NEED:: cuddles alot

I SHOULD:: probably sleep soon

YES OR NO

You keep a diary:: yes

You have a secret journal:: .yes.. well it was secret.. till i left it at Donnas ha

You set your watch a few minutes faster:: its a few mins slow actually.. whats going on?

You bite your fingernails:: ew no

You believe in love:: yeah i believe its out there somewhere

PEOPLE

The weirdest person you know:: eh mini mac

The Loudest Person you Know:: Donna... mcdade.. hahah who knows

The Sexiest Person you Know:: oo aye Ander.. yum!

The Person that Knows the Most About You:: Donna..Caroline.. Josie.. one o that croud!!

Most Boring Teacher:: Mr.Phee

Your most overused phrase on IM:: Idiot

DO YOU

TAKE A SHOWER EVERY DAY.:: i wish

Have a(any) crush(es):: yeh <3

Think you've been in love: no

Want to get married:: yeah one day

Have any tattoos/where?:: yeah, my wrist

Piercings/where?:: er.. lip, labret, ears ( couple in each) tongue, nipple, navel x2,

Get motion sickness:: used to alot.

Think you're a health freak:: .no

Get along with your parents:: .sometimes..most of the time

Like thunderstorms:: yeh.. unless im with josie when we're having one!

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?

Ryan:: beattie.. high school,

Rob:: wee robyn:)

Drew:: Donnas net pal from London

Heather:: Christie.. *spews*

Paul:: Industrialgod.. stunner!!

Eve:: adam n eve.. nakedness..

John:: gray.. brilliant phorographer

Lauren:: ice skater from school

Jayde:: Caroline and Angelas old doggie!!

RANDOM

NATURAL HAIR COLOR:: Ginger im afread!

CURRENT HAIR COLOR:: Red and Black

EYE COLOR:: broooon

PARENTS:: two?

SIBLINGS:: carrie 17 and pregnant, james 12 and annoying

LIVE WITH:: mum, dad, carrie, james, two dogs and soon to be a new baby

FAVORITES

NUMBER:: 7.. duno everyone likes the number 7

COLOR:: red

DAY:: Sunday

MONTH:: July

SONG:: Today... jeff buckley hallelujah

FOOD:: cheese

SEASON:: summer baby

SPORT:: ooo nooo not the S word.. *hides*

PREFERENCES

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Make out as in shag?? I duno.. both.. depends on my mood.. i want a cuddle now though!!

CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE? .OMG Chocolate milk

MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? any!!

VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS

CRIED? no

HELPED SOMEONE? uhh yeah helped Fin with his loading at work.. and mopped his half of the floor too!

GOTTEN SICK? no..

GONE TO THE MOVIES? no, aw but i wantto!

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? eh.. nope

SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yeah, to angela

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? na

TALKED TO AN EX? nope

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? does this count?

MISSED SOMEONE? uhu:(

HUGGED SOMEONE? no </3 FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope.. go me! FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? na.. why would i fight with a friend....

04:56 pm: MORE BIRTHDAY WISHES
HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY CAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10:30 pm: HAPPPY BIRTHDAY
Just a quick Happy Birthday to Paul. Industrialgod. Hope you have a great day Dollface!!!!!!

Xx

11:21 pm: hate
i hate it when someone says they are gonna call you, you wait up on them calling, and in the end they dont. No text or anything to say. Brilliant.

05:50 pm: aaarghhhhhhhh
I just watched Carry on Screaming!! I used to watch it over and over when i was wee! Its still brilliant!!!!!

05:06 pm: CYBERIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WELLLLL i did indeed have a great night last night at Cyberia in Edinburgh.
It was airport_tales birthday night TWENTYFIVE TOMORROW, getting auld son!
It was totally raining when we got to Edinburgh, we got a taxi from the station to the union, taht was alright, but when we were going back for the bus, we got soaked, and i think i have a cold now! Im sniffeling like mad!! I got the Falkirk bus back with Sandy, Jamie, Robin, Sarah and a very moody Philip. We ha dto walk to the mission cause thats where it was leaving with the rest of the Falkirk folk who were all at the mission!
I danced lots, BUT i forgot to take tights to anders, so i had no tights on.. how whorish!! It was cool to hang out with Liz, she's fabby!!
Ander came with us, i dont think he enjoyed himself though.. not metal enough maybe.. i hope it wasnt too bad for him though! Mcdade n Kyle danced loads with us too, it was funny, brilliant time.

Friday night i was in Glasgow, Ander n me went to RufisTs just the pair of us, had a couplr of drinks and lounged on a big comfy black leather sofa. I had a real nice night. He is such a nice boy! I just feel soo bad like i drag him out with me and he doesnt enjoy himself, para maybe but i know its not his scene. I stayed with him on Friday, we had a puddle fight on the way home.. he won.. bigger feet than me you see ( hah maybe thas why i have the cold!!) We lazed about on Saturday untill Mcdade came over. I had a real nice weekend!! :)

07:31 pm: BOYS
Boys socks are sooo comfy, cosy, warm, thick, fluffy and just so much better than girls socks! If i had known this before, i would have been wearing boys socks all my life!! *steals your socks*

10:29 pm: I wish you would.. come fuck me up
.*with a smile on your face.. and then do it again*

Ohh Ryan Adams.


I actully was looking forward to belly dancing tonight!! I didnt go though, cause Donnas dad came back from his holidays, so no belllleh dancing! Next week eh!!

I am shattered these days!! Duno what im doing on Friday yet, it seems sooo close too! What a quick week!

Coventry was great! Caroline was brilliant as usual, the new bloke in Kurios was great too! The bus journy was funny! Met two nice blokes Julian and MAx, Julian was rom New Mexico, he is doing a yfc year in Inverclyde this year, he's in Angelas team, but he had never heard of I Spy!!! So we spent hours on the way home playing it! Poor deprived boy!!

07:26 pm: im away to coventry!! Have a good wekeend everyone!!

ching ching

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hehe do it!!

03:46 pm: Sleazys
Well Argonath were guid last night, all the other bands were grand also. Achren, dionysus and i couldnt tell you the rest but hey! My shoes are totally mochet after last night! Its horrible!! I hate dirty shoes!!!!!!!

I stayed with Donna last night, watched The Excorsist, then The L Word, after that Donna went to bed so me Andrew and Gary watched Wife Swap untill 4am. Made some pasta and finally went to bed, my eyes were closing in the living room!! Yeah Gary and Andrew have made up again. Who knows whats happening with that pair!! Cutest wee couple ever though!

I am going to Coventry tomorrow for the weekend. For Youth For Christs commissioning. Back up here on Sunday night. I'll miss Ander mind you! Even althugh i saw him last night, ill not see him again untill.. AGES away!! A bit rubbish ifyou ask me!! He's sooooo nice. Four weeks today.. how guid are we <3. hah or how guid is he! Its him managing to put up with me!! Well done son.


Xx

09:43 pm: i have a snickers bar, i was looking forward to one, i get it, and i just cant be bothered eating it! What's wrong with me?!

Cyberia on the 22nd for pauls birthday, cant wait to travel the Disco Bus with the Glasgow Crew!! Fun times all round!! I dont know what sounds more exciting the bus or the new club!! hahah guid!!!

Argonath gig the mora at Sleazys, Locals you should all come along!!

xxxxxx

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04:23 pm: Happy Birthday Sibbs.
Just want to wish Chris torn_from_flesh a very Happy Birthday today. I hope you dont get too drunk though, and dont do anything silly. Have a great day and night!!

01:47 am: AAAAAAAAAARRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I cant sleep, i feel so miserable! I just need a hug, a huge one, one that lasts for hours and hours! I wish Glasgow was within walking distance! Could sneak away for a snuggle with my boy.
I just had a look through Pauls Ascention pictures, i am yet to find a picture of someone else who can look both totally wrecked and still breathtaking at the same time. Lucky man.

10:58 pm: stolen
Okay guys i nicked this from airport_taleswho made a lovely reply for me! *smiles* here we go!!



1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavour of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first favourite memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ