HollyFilth

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Thu, 10 Nov 2005 23:19:18 GMT

Was out at Carolines gig tonight. Kurious they are called, you can find out more about them at www.kuriosrock.co.uk if anyones interested. It's strange her being home, but actually working. Caroline moved away over a year ago to be in the band, they are always touring the UK, so we hardly ever get to see her. She is places on week long missions in places. This week she was here in Falkirk, her home town. it's been real good anyway!!

After the gig i went out for a drink at Firkins with Ander, cause he came through for the gig, i get the impression he hated it as they are a Christian rock band.. and he totally isnt into that atall, but i tried!! At the pub.. should i be pissed off at this, someone help me?? At the pub he made a comment about a lassies chest. I was shocked, i guess im just not used to that, but i replied with something like.. "For the future. Rule number1. NEVER make comments about other girls chests when you are out with your girlfriend" I said it in a joking manner but i was gutted!! I mean.. its not like he was out with me and his mates, it was only the two of us, no one else!! So that was that.. untill he laughed about it outside the pub.. and for half an hours walk to the station.. just laughing at me.. i dont know if im being immature.. but this actually botheres me!!! I'm totally not used to being with a bloke and having him comment on other girls. Maybe i need to welcom the real world or something, but.. ahh do i have the right to let it bother me, it didnt get to me that much untill all the laughing at my reaction.

eeep well i'm going to bed! I'm shattered and crabbit, its the best place for me!!

Xx

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Wed, 09 Nov 2005 23:32:39 GMT

Who loves red wine? Holly loves red wine. <3

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 20:43:10 GMT

rwar!

No money in ze mobile.. so sorry to anyone i havent replied tp.. im not ignoring!!

I had a good weekend, stayed in mind you lol, well at Anders anyway, went to the cinema one Friday to see The Corpse Bride.. it was good, very short though!! yey but i liked spending time with Ander.. i feel totally stupid though, cause, this isnt me!! Boyfriend for two months.. actually like.. fanying him.. for longer than a night.. i never wanted to have a boyfriend.. like a real one. Pah!

WELL anyway last weekend i went to Massacre and was so fucked i didnt even make it to Bedlam!! Cheers Paul for putting up with my drunked phone conversation at 5am haha, sleepin with your shoes on mad man!! ( sorry i havent texted you either.. <3 )

I have to say Sorry to Chris also cause i didnt make it to the cinema with you ( and also sorry for the lack of texts!!)

ahhh what do you get someone who is gonna be 20.. and when its his birthay you'll have been seeing him 3 months.. help

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 16:30:12 GMT

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Fri, 28 Oct 2005 20:07:50 GMT

I AM:: .Holly

I WANT:: ... snuggles!!

I HAVE:: a Bounty

I WISH:: I was in my bed!

I HATE:: greasy hair

I MISS:: Ander

I FEAR:: responsability

I HEAR:: the lost highway.. and domino

I WONDER:: if it's still raining

I REGRET:: nothing.. deney everything:)

I LOVE:: chocolate milk

I ACHE:: .. lies

I ALWAYS:: make plans that never go ahead

I AM NOT:: gay

I DANCE:: all the time

I SING:: all the time

I WRITE:: small

I CONFUSE:: myself sometimes

I NEED:: cuddles alot

I SHOULD:: probably sleep soon

YES OR NO

You keep a diary:: yes

You have a secret journal:: .yes.. well it was secret.. till i left it at Donnas ha

You set your watch a few minutes faster:: its a few mins slow actually.. whats going on?

You bite your fingernails:: ew no

You believe in love:: yeah i believe its out there somewhere

PEOPLE

The weirdest person you know:: eh mini mac

The Loudest Person you Know:: Donna... mcdade.. hahah who knows

The Sexiest Person you Know:: oo aye Ander.. yum!

The Person that Knows the Most About You:: Donna..Caroline.. Josie.. one o that croud!!

Most Boring Teacher:: Mr.Phee

Your most overused phrase on IM:: Idiot

DO YOU

TAKE A SHOWER EVERY DAY.:: i wish

Have a(any) crush(es):: yeh <3

Think you've been in love: no

Want to get married:: yeah one day

Have any tattoos/where?:: yeah, my wrist

Piercings/where?:: er.. lip, labret, ears ( couple in each) tongue, nipple, navel x2,

Get motion sickness:: used to alot.

Think you're a health freak:: .no

Get along with your parents:: .sometimes..most of the time

Like thunderstorms:: yeh.. unless im with josie when we're having one!

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?

Ryan:: beattie.. high school,

Rob:: wee robyn:)

Drew:: Donnas net pal from London

Heather:: Christie.. *spews*

Paul:: Industrialgod.. stunner!!

Eve:: adam n eve.. nakedness..

John:: gray.. brilliant phorographer

Lauren:: ice skater from school

Jayde:: Caroline and Angelas old doggie!!

RANDOM

NATURAL HAIR COLOR:: Ginger im afread!

CURRENT HAIR COLOR:: Red and Black

EYE COLOR:: broooon

PARENTS:: two?

SIBLINGS:: carrie 17 and pregnant, james 12 and annoying

LIVE WITH:: mum, dad, carrie, james, two dogs and soon to be a new baby

FAVORITES

NUMBER:: 7.. duno everyone likes the number 7

COLOR:: red

DAY:: Sunday

MONTH:: July

SONG:: Today... jeff buckley hallelujah

FOOD:: cheese

SEASON:: summer baby

SPORT:: ooo nooo not the S word.. *hides*

PREFERENCES

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Make out as in shag?? I duno.. both.. depends on my mood.. i want a cuddle now though!!

CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE? .OMG Chocolate milk

MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? any!!

VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS

CRIED? no

HELPED SOMEONE? uhh yeah helped Fin with his loading at work.. and mopped his half of the floor too!

GOTTEN SICK? no..

GONE TO THE MOVIES? no, aw but i wantto!

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? eh.. nope

SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yeah, to angela

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? na

TALKED TO AN EX? nope

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? does this count?

MISSED SOMEONE? uhu:(

HUGGED SOMEONE? no </3 FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope.. go me! FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? na.. why would i fight with a friend....

MORE BIRTHDAY WISHES

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 16:02:37 GMT

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY CAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 21:38:25 GMT

Just a quick Happy Birthday to Paul. Industrialgod. Hope you have a great day Dollface!!!!!!

Xx

hate

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 22:29:22 GMT

i hate it when someone says they are gonna call you, you wait up on them calling, and in the end they dont. No text or anything to say. Brilliant.

aaarghhhhhhhh

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 16:57:52 GMT

I just watched Carry on Screaming!! I used to watch it over and over when i was wee! Its still brilliant!!!!!

CYBERIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 16:57:14 GMT

WELLLLL i did indeed have a great night last night at Cyberia in Edinburgh.
It was airport_tales birthday night TWENTYFIVE TOMORROW, getting auld son!
It was totally raining when we got to Edinburgh, we got a taxi from the station to the union, taht was alright, but when we were going back for the bus, we got soaked, and i think i have a cold now! Im sniffeling like mad!! I got the Falkirk bus back with Sandy, Jamie, Robin, Sarah and a very moody Philip. We ha dto walk to the mission cause thats where it was leaving with the rest of the Falkirk folk who were all at the mission!
I danced lots, BUT i forgot to take tights to anders, so i had no tights on.. how whorish!! It was cool to hang out with Liz, she's fabby!!
Ander came with us, i dont think he enjoyed himself though.. not metal enough maybe.. i hope it wasnt too bad for him though! Mcdade n Kyle danced loads with us too, it was funny, brilliant time.

Friday night i was in Glasgow, Ander n me went to RufisTs just the pair of us, had a couplr of drinks and lounged on a big comfy black leather sofa. I had a real nice night. He is such a nice boy! I just feel soo bad like i drag him out with me and he doesnt enjoy himself, para maybe but i know its not his scene. I stayed with him on Friday, we had a puddle fight on the way home.. he won.. bigger feet than me you see ( hah maybe thas why i have the cold!!) We lazed about on Saturday untill Mcdade came over. I had a real nice weekend!! :)

BOYS

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 18:39:11 GMT

Boys socks are sooo comfy, cosy, warm, thick, fluffy and just so much better than girls socks! If i had known this before, i would have been wearing boys socks all my life!! *steals your socks*

I wish you would.. come fuck me up

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 21:43:12 GMT

.*with a smile on your face.. and then do it again*

Ohh Ryan Adams.

I actully was looking forward to belly dancing tonight!! I didnt go though, cause Donnas dad came back from his holidays, so no belllleh dancing! Next week eh!!

I am shattered these days!! Duno what im doing on Friday yet, it seems sooo close too! What a quick week!

Coventry was great! Caroline was brilliant as usual, the new bloke in Kurios was great too! The bus journy was funny! Met two nice blokes Julian and MAx, Julian was rom New Mexico, he is doing a yfc year in Inverclyde this year, he's in Angelas team, but he had never heard of I Spy!!! So we spent hours on the way home playing it! Poor deprived boy!!

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 18:33:36 GMT

im away to coventry!! Have a good wekeend everyone!!

ching ching

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Fri, 14 Oct 2005 17:18:43 GMT

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hehe do it!!

Sleazys

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 15:03:37 GMT

Well Argonath were guid last night, all the other bands were grand also. Achren, dionysus and i couldnt tell you the rest but hey! My shoes are totally mochet after last night! Its horrible!! I hate dirty shoes!!!!!!!

I stayed with Donna last night, watched The Excorsist, then The L Word, after that Donna went to bed so me Andrew and Gary watched Wife Swap untill 4am. Made some pasta and finally went to bed, my eyes were closing in the living room!! Yeah Gary and Andrew have made up again. Who knows whats happening with that pair!! Cutest wee couple ever though!

I am going to Coventry tomorrow for the weekend. For Youth For Christs commissioning. Back up here on Sunday night. I'll miss Ander mind you! Even althugh i saw him last night, ill not see him again untill.. AGES away!! A bit rubbish ifyou ask me!! He's sooooo nice. Four weeks today.. how guid are we <3. hah or how guid is he! Its him managing to put up with me!! Well done son.

Xx

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 20:53:39 GMT

i have a snickers bar, i was looking forward to one, i get it, and i just cant be bothered eating it! What's wrong with me?!

Cyberia on the 22nd for pauls birthday, cant wait to travel the Disco Bus with the Glasgow Crew!! Fun times all round!! I dont know what sounds more exciting the bus or the new club!! hahah guid!!!

Argonath gig the mora at Sleazys, Locals you should all come along!!

xxxxxx

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Sun, 09 Oct 2005 02:10:04 GMT

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Happy Birthday Sibbs.

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 15:33:48 GMT

Just want to wish Chris torn_from_flesh a very Happy Birthday today. I hope you dont get too drunk though, and dont do anything silly. Have a great day and night!!

AAAAAAAAAARRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 01:00:23 GMT

I cant sleep, i feel so miserable! I just need a hug, a huge one, one that lasts for hours and hours! I wish Glasgow was within walking distance! Could sneak away for a snuggle with my boy.
I just had a look through Pauls Ascention pictures, i am yet to find a picture of someone else who can look both totally wrecked and still breathtaking at the same time. Lucky man.

stolen

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 22:12:07 GMT

Okay guys i nicked this from airport_taleswho made a lovely reply for me! *smiles* here we go!!

1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavour of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first favourite memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ

NOODLES

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 21:55:51 GMT

Good golly what a night!

Last night Donna, Ander, Mcdade and myself went camping at Loch Lubnaig. We arrivied there at about half seven, it was really quite dark by then, but we managed to pitch our tent.. just the one because the other one didnt have any poles for some reason. We pitched about a mitre away from the loch itself. Stupid really. Mcdade and me took a torch and went wood hunting in the forest across the road, it was very marshy and i have scratcheds all over my legs from the nettles! After building a successful fire we settles down for a wee drink. For some reason i felt myself getting drunk rather quickly! I remember one minute being very cosy all snuggles up in the tent, alone caue i was too drunk to stay outside! It was so warm i was loving it! Next thing i know, Donna is beside me, and then Ander.. but i cant remember the swap:S. I left the tent, and returned but ander was gone, so i settled down again..( well this is what i remember happening!!) Next thing i know, Donna and Mcdade are chucking me out the tent! Nice eh. They started getting fresh beside me, so i really did have to give up my protest and leave! God only knows where Ander was!!
I for some reason was walking about with no shoes on all night ( my feet are killing me today though) I tripped over the string on the tent too! What an idiot! I looked like a total mink, rats tail hair, socks over trackies, big hoody top, im surprised Ander hasnt fired me the nick i was in! So i wandered about the campsite for a wee while.. peed in some bushes, made my way to the car. Now this is the part i cant get my head around. Ander was in the car.. but was he there when i got there? Did i find him and take him to the car with me? Did he have to carry me to the car cause i was so drunk? I totally don't know! BEAMER! So.. i cant remember much about being in the car either! I do remember stuff happening,I wont go into detail but i cant remember how it started! I just hope so much that i didnt throw myself on him! We've only just started going out, its all a bit to early for him to see my crazy bitch side! I bet he thinks im some sort of mad rapest! SOO depressing because im not, i just cant remember what happened.. fanny!
I am so glad Donna chucked me out the tent though, because at about half past two it started raining VERY heavy, it sounded like someone was throwing stones at the car! Donna and Mcdade must have been asleep though, because none of them came to the car untill 4am both soaking wet because they didnt put the cover on the tent! By this time, i was so comfy in the car, but they had to ruin it !! Put the seats right back, after we figured out how to get them forward. We left at about 8 to come home, left the tent there because it was soaking inside. Scary thing was Ander still had lots of jack and millars left, so i am unsure of hoe drunk he was! He couldnt have been that drunk! AHH im just waiting on him firing me for bombscaring! I spoke to him today, he was alright, and he was hugging me all the way home, when he was on the phone tonight, he was just his usual sweet self, but i really just need to remember.

We got home at about ten, after dropping the boys off and fell asleep on the sofa straight away, Donna at one end, me at the other! We retired to bed after about an hour and didnt wake up till four this afternoon. ONE day i will realise how not to be a total fanny! maybe one day! I must now sleep, because my head is banging big style, my hands are shaking! Ahh goodnight!

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 13:44:03 GMT

You Are A: Duck!

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You were almost a: Parakeet or a Kitten
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Thu, 22 Sep 2005 17:19:24 GMT

Well i just had a swatch at rent prices for flats in glasgow and they are much cheaper than i expected!!
Theres a three bedroom for £300!
My old flat i paid £350 for a one bedroom flat, it was so small.. there was only two windows in the flat!
I know Donna is interested in this two. Imagine it now! Josie, Donna and myself all in our own flat! Talk about PARTY.
I just need to figure out how to get a job through there, hwile still living here.. Should probably make them awear of my plans eh? Josie used to work in a hotel in Glasgow. She traveled there everyday! Harsh! Im so excited!

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 11:53:07 GMT

Ah i just woke up! How great! Need to go buy hair dye, The roots are getting to much to handle!

day!

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 01:49:50 GMT

What a day!

I was planning on staying in all day, but i recieved a very distressed phone call from poor Josie, so i had to go to her straight away! Shes just had enough of everything, falkirk, the people here, college, everyones stinking attitude, and one day it all had tio come out! So we spent a while talking about things and we have decided we need to get out of falkirk! Even if it is just to glasgow we are going to do it. Her did lives in bournmouth, that would be easy enough to excape to. Have you ever wanted to just cut ties with everyone except the most special and closest people to you? Thats what todays been about. Realising what i have and dont have. Friend wise pfft real friends anyway, people who understand me, people i am dedicated to and who are just as dedicated to me. Donna, Caroline, Josie, James, John and Tia ( john and tia ae only net people too!) #When you really think about things.. it makes you wonder sooo much!
Maybe this is my PMT talking, because i am having the worst pmt of my life today, ive been so ratty, in such pain, so whiney, and in much need of a huge big hug, but its all getting to much! People really getting to me, knowing what they are doing but still keeping at it, WHY, I mean when someone asks you not to do something.. why od you need to keep doing it, when you an see its really frustraiting someone, not just maing them a little annoyed, but actually really really getting to them, why keep at it! Aaaaaah ive spent so much to today crying! Damn hormones! I just want to take the people i need fall asleep and wake up wih them all somewhere new, somewhere brilliant! ALSO why do people need to slag people they dont even know! Name calling, actual made up names for people, coming from ADULTS!!!!
You know my little sister is having a baby, she is due on dec the 2nd. Shes my little sister, but at this moment i am soooo looking up to her. She is so proud, and strong. If i was her.. and seven months pregnant, i would probably be grey headed and having a breakdown, but she is sailing through it all. Im so proud of her! I can just imagine how stressful this christmas will be though!
Anders at Nevermore tonight, I havent heard from him sinse i had to run off and get josie today. I hope he has had a really good night, didnt get too drunk, and got home okay. I hope he makes it to his work tomorrow alright and his head isnt too thumping heh. He's really sweet guys, thing is, i dont really know much about his relationship habbets! I mean.. i dont know how long they last, or what he expects.. maybe im being para, but i would like to know.. lol maybe so i just know what to expect! Anyway, he's a nice guy! I hope i can make him happy.
I think ive ranted enough tonight. My arse is pure numb!! I willgo read 203 ways to drive a man wild in bed. Its becoming interesting! You never know, one day it may come in handy. Although if the past few months are a clue to the next.. it probably wont!!
night x